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How I'd like to live my life

Sat, 20 Jan 2007 04:04:26 GMT

Desiderata

Go placidly amid the noise and haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible without surrender
be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly;
and listen to others,
even the dull and the ignorant;
they too have their story.

Avoid loud and aggressive persons,
they are vexations to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others,
you may become vain and bitter;
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.

Keep interested in your own career, however humble;
it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs;
for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals;
and everywhere life is full of heroism.

Be yourself.
Especially, do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love;
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment
it is as perennial as the grass.

Take kindly the counsel of the years,
gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline,
be gentle with yourself.

You are a child of the universe,
no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.

Therefore be at peace with God,
whatever you conceive Him to be,
and whatever your labors and aspirations,
in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.

With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful.
Strive to be happy.

Max Ehrmann

Friday, January 12, 2007

Fri, 12 Jan 2007 00:06:14 GMT

ooooooooooooooooooooooo i need a dirty woman....
ooooooooooooooooooooooo i need a dirty girl.......

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

Tue, 31 Oct 2006 02:50:35 GMT

is there anybody out there?

Thursday, August 24, 2006

Thu, 24 Aug 2006 18:08:02 GMT

So I managed to update in less than a month this time. I believe I deserve some congrats for that. On the other hand, I used to update daily, so maybe I should get punched in the face or something. I've been busy with working and hangin out and goin out and stuff, so maybe I should just enjoy my life and not worry about Xanga so much. Not like anyone I've subscribed to, or anyone who's subscribed to me updates anymore. Maybe more once school starts back up, but who's to say I'll actually keep with it?

On a different note, I went to the Protest the Hero show at the Underground on Tuesday. I moshed like a madman, cuz that's basicly how it's done, but now, two days later, I'm all sore and stuff. It's not very cool, not very cool indeed.

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

Wed, 26 Jul 2006 22:22:03 GMT

So uhh, I suck at updating. I went to ozzfest yesterday, it kicked ass. maybe i'll get into more detail later. payce

Adventures with Mike & Goth parties = lameness

Sun, 21 May 2006 15:27:37 GMT

I had to go to Eastgate Mall to pick somethign up yesterday, and I invited Mike to come along because I didn't feel like going to an unfamiliar place without the company of someone I know. So we take the first bus downtown, and are playing this new Mario game for the DS the whole way there...we were so into it we almost missed our stop. Then we caught the second bus that would take us into Stoney Creek, but we didn't play on that bus for whatever reason. We ended up goin too far on that bus because I had no idea when to get off....I just assumed it would take us to the mall. So we asked some creepy looking guy how to get there, and he was probly one of the nicest people ever, not to mention very helpful. So we had to backtrack quite a bit and ended up eating at Wendy's. We finally got to the mall and there's like a whole 20 different stores...if that. The only thing it has against Limeridge Mall is an LCBO, but Limeridge has one located very close. So I buy what I need and we head back. Stop at Limeridge to return something then home. Mike left shortly after, and I had a bunch of cleaning to do, so I did most of it.

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So I'm hangin out with this girl Megan last night, whom I rarely see outside of school. She's cool and everything, and we decide to go to this "party" at her friends house. So we meet up near her house and wait like 20 minutes for the bus. We got off early so we could hit up the LCBO, only it turns out they closed like an hour prior to our arrival, so we ended up not getting any alcohol. It was a good thing I brought some other stuff. I ended up rolling in the stall at a Tim Hortons...it was kinda funny. I did a real sloppy 3 - 5 minute job, but it was good enough. We had a hell of a time smoking it though, because it was really windy. We ended up shielding ourselves from the wind behind a billboard thing. It made the overly long walk bearable because it cancelled out the cold wind and time just goes by faster when you're not sober...usually. That was probably the highlight of the night.

We arrive at the party house; no music, few people. I knew it was going to be lame before I even saw who I was going to be "partying" with. We walk into the kitchen where the majority of the people (4) are. Introduced, offered a beer, automatically befriended the stoner of the group. These people seemed alright for the most part. Then other people came from the basement and upstairs (3 or 4 more people), and they're all like Hot Topic goths. All geared out in their dark, awkward-looking clothing, too much make-up, obvious fan of The Nightmare Before Christmas because they had it all over their clothes...but I let it slide. What really bothered me was how they spoke. Obviously trying to be what goths are expected to be, taling all monotonous about depressing/dark shit, trying to fit the stereotype. I didn't talk to any of them, I barely talked ot anyone aside from Megan who had no one to talk to either. I couldn't even stand the stoner guy anymore, he was too hyper and shit. It was terrible, to say the least.

My mom ended up callin me, tellin me my dad is staying up and can problypick us up so we won't have to cab it home. About 10 - 15 minutes after I hung up, I was back on the phone again asking for a ride. Even Megan wanted to get out. I think next time I hang with her we'll just go on adventures or something, much more fun anyway.

Sunday, April 16, 2006

Sun, 16 Apr 2006 17:13:56 GMT

Happy Easter people. I hope you all enjoy chocolate as much as I do...well Mike might enjoy it a bit more than I do, but we won't get into that...

Last nite I got drunk with Sean, and my sister and some of her friends. Then some people from some bands I saw a couple weeks ago came by. It was pretty good, especially since my sisters friends fed me all the alcohol I needed so I wouldn't have to go into my own liquor stash, which barely passes minimum requirements. I did offer some pot to the original 4 kids there (my sister, her friend Vicky, and two other guys...Steve and Tom?) Haley and Vicky declined, Steve and Tom tried, but peer pressure rules the world. I found out they're a year younger than Haley, which makes them 4 years younger than me, and it reminded me of when I was an underage kid tryin to score pot and booze off anyone I could...well, mainly pot. I miss those days lol...

Anyway, last night was good, I had fun, got pretty fucked up, and I didn't get sick...I also didn't embarass myself in front of my parents or their friends when they were here, which is a bonus. Have a good day everyone.

LOL ROFLMAO

Thu, 13 Apr 2006 04:43:40 GMT

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

Tue, 11 Apr 2006 15:10:22 GMT

Saturday, April 08, 2006

Sat, 08 Apr 2006 03:47:39 GMT

If it's one thing I can rely on in this world, it's junk mail. For some fucktarded reason I check my hotmail every couple hours. MSN tells me there is no new email, but I just know there's junk mail that I have to look at and delete, and it never fails! The odd time I do get actual email in my inbox, but there's always some junk mail to clear after I read it. It's like I have to keep my e-mail clean or something...why? I dunno, it's just fucked. Maybe I'm fucked. Maybe I just over analyze my habits.

The truth is out there...